sweet words

eh babi kimak bangsat gampang sundal ang g mati lg bagus haram jadah penipu
idup menyusahkan org baik lu g mati sial.lu mati gua nk tepuk tgn kuat2..lu mati gua nk buat pesta
bhai! gila gua rasa siksa gua habis dh.gua rasa cm gua ada dlm heaven bhai.lu ada buat gua siksa xbes2. rasa kalau boleh bek gua bunuh sepak terajang lu bg mati jela.manusia bangsat sampah cm lu patut gua bela ke eh?

sweetkn ayat-ayat ni?buat ak rasa terharu sampai hati rasa bunga2 weh...nanti tiap2 mlm ak nyanyi lg ni before tido ok. ;)

lu toksah heran.gua kental weh.Bkn cm budak kememeh lembik xthn sweet2 words ni bhai.mkan dlm kot tp xpe.lg dlm lg gua suka bhai..elok gk esok2 tgk2 hati gua dh ilang nyawa gua dh xda.gua dh lali kot dr gua kecik gua dnga ayt ni.pedehal..mcm2 lagu dh pena gua denga. FAV gua kot ni. Gua mana main lagu jwang karat cm lu!Gua mmg lyn lagu sweet2 ala2 taylor swift cmni bhai.WTF!

BLIND

If you really do love me so show me some effort and make me fall until I couldn't get up again, boy.. I am blind, so do whatever it takes for me to see.

Congratulation

congratulation tedy.Good luck for ur future undertaking
Keje elok-elok..;)

It's better to burn out than fade away.

What else should I be
All apologies
What else could I say
Everyone is***
What else could I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies

I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezerburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
All in all is all we are


It appreciates Silence
Words as violence

Everything that I always wanted
Everything who I always needed
I am in my arms
Words here are unnecessary
They can only wound
Oaths are made
to be broken
Feelings are intense Words are trivial
Pleasures stays
the pain also stays
Words are without sense and meaningless and Aprecie silence

(well) congratulations
you have won

Your opinions .
And there seems to be
a problem here
and the scare of martians
seems too clear
now the rise and fall of
wall street stock
and they have an effect on
happy talk

* A piece of meaningful words frm kurt cobain song (opinion , i am and all apologies).

goodbye

I thought she was my best friend

Forever friends is what we said

Not long did it take her to forget

She’s moved on to others now

I do not know the answer
As to why I sat and took this
I know though now
She’s not my friend

She seemed to think if she laughed a bit
That would make it right
But I’m the one that’s hurting
And I’m not looking for a fight

I have a new best friend now
thnk you for always being around
For picking up the pieces that day
When my confidence she’d shattered
Please let me know if you think
My ex-friend was right
For if that is the sad truth
I will stop writing now..

Happy

I'll try to be happy with every moment tht i had..tgh cuba membuat benda-benda gila yg ak sendiri tau ak xmmpu buat.tp pe slhnya trykan..boleh jd bhn ketawa ak.

Ehem:

1)cuba buat database sendiri (padahal ttw pape pn).Mesti seronok tgk ak sndri tension ble xdpt buat.haha
2) tgk movie dan movie dan movie.Eh bnyk lg list movie tak amik kt syera ;p
3) Dh lama xmain buai den lawan sape loncat plg jauh.Dulu kecik rgn bolehla..smpai luka gk la dagu ak.Pe kata try buat skank lak.
4) Nk jumpa abg ayie blik nti..nk ajk dia men skate ;p Pnjam ek ek ek.nk kc jahanam skate org.
5) Nk mintak adk ak ajar main roller blade balik.haha.Dr dulu xpas2. hua3 ;(
(mslh imbngkan bdn)
6) Nk mkn aiskrim puas -puas
7) Nk mandi sungai nk try lemaskan diri (nk pndai berenangla kunon ;p)
9) Nk melalak sekerap mungkin
10 ) Oh denga lgu metal-metal yg duk smpan je smpai busok tu.
11 )Shopping benda pelik-pelik..;p (tp duit ta bpe ada lg ni ha)
12 ) Mereka komik bnyk2 bersama jb dan tita di wktu java ;p (mmpus pe nk jdlah java sem ni)
13) eh cm menarik lukis gambar mayat.Nk try..tp dlm senyap..nti ada org gelak guling-guling lak tgk lukisan ak.

=_="

.........

i own nobody .
thnx 4 calling me a liar
thnx 4 showing no respect
thnx 4 didnt trust at all
i think u know me bettter than anyone else
i think you do trust me better than anyone else
i dun noe why i'm not strong enough.
So let me cry alone..and i want to thnk you so much for ths.


-bye-

Love says

immature love says : "I love you because i need you"
mature love says : "I need you because i love you"

tht's the truth.

I need you

i need you damn much
i need you to talk..
i need you to listen to me..
i need you to wipe my tears
i need you to hug me..
i need you to understand
i need you every in every moment tht i had..

where it's all gone?

once upon a time in java class

hodoh kn
;p

p/s: sorry puan mages ;p

what if

What if you fall?

I'll say, "I'm gonna be there to lift you back up again."

What if you make a fool of yourself?

I'll say, "I'll make stupid faces, shout silly things out loud!"
let's laugh together.

What if you get mad?

I'll say, "I'm sorry I annoyed you" sealed with a kiss,

to turn that angry red cheeks into blushing ones.

What if you're scared?

I'll say," Get back in there and finish what you started."

I know my man is no chicken.

hey listen

I MISS YOU.I cant stop myself thinking of you ;)

and to ..
JB or mostly know as zakwan a.k.a PAUS and the team leader of the buncit membuncit group thnx for the love2 keychain ok;)

;(

ILLUSION NEVER CHANGE INTO SOMETHING REAL

*U must noe tht fyka!Stop dreaming.

I don't feel good today.
I'm just not good at fixing whatever's broken.Adoi pening kepala.Bila lah nk baik ni.Esk i got a lot of thing to do..

Naddy had just said this to me this morning : "No lover never suffer.U must be strong syg.Sooner or later u'll find ur happinness.Just hold on to god.Dia peneman plg setia"

U rite honey.Thnx 4 tht words.Thnx to tita jugak sbb bnyk dengar mslh ak this few days.Never thought tht we can be this close. We share a lot of things and opinion together.Thnx 4 being there and i will always be there for you 2.

"JGN LUPA MKN UBT.THEN TIDO DUN WAIT FOR ME". ya i will remember tht honey.Thnx 4 being there for me too.

oh mlm ni curang kejap

I am really2 fall in love with this takiya genji (crow zero) .Superb cool.
Gns tp cute;). My taste.haha




I like his style too;)

^_^

p/s: Dh lbh 10 kali ak tgk crow zero 1 and 2.DH naik hafal dh every part of the story. First time lah kan jumpa geng samseng jambu-jambu.Biasanya samseng muka kememeh pecah rumah.
So thumbs up kpd dorang sbb bjya buat cerita menipu kita semua ok!haha

* mana adala geng samseng semuanya muka jambu habis smpai xda sorang pun muka pecah rumah.Oh adala Maki sorang je yg lain jambu abes.Tipu betol.Oh lupa dorang belakon je kt lua idakla samseng rupa ni kot.hoho

FUCK

Xpyh nk ckp apa-apa.Yg ak tau sekarang ak nk tunjuk fuck dkt someone!
Babi pegi mati la!
Tunggula xlama je lg.
Ckp je masa nanti ak xknl ko and ko xkn knl ak lg.
Masa tu tk pyah ko nak buat-buat kwn dgn ak lg.
Xpyh nk buat gaya caring gaya hug ak ketat-ketat mcm ko syg ak smpai mati kn.?gila fake! Plastik+spastik gila kau ni!
Ak xksh pun kalau ko xknl ak dh lps tu.
I will be ur number 1 enemy!

note this:* kwn mcm pantet xperlu simpan ok!

*Maaf if to bekasar.Serious fade up gila dgn kwn jns talam ni.

Kes bedarah

Bgn pg2 td rasa lembab je muka.Sejuk..
Bkk2 mata pandang tingkap..jauh ak menung ttw melayang ke mana.
Ok.kemas tilam but somethng suprising me,bantal basah dgn drh.
Ak masa ni panik mmg xigt..takut.Terus ak meraba satu muka pegang-pegang hidung basah.And still ada yg meleleh lg..
Hidung bedarah!!tp..asal bnyk plak..Igt nk rahsiakan dr ibu tp sbb ak gelabah sgt tesepak almari time nak ambik sapu tgn terus ibu kelam kabut naik bilik.And tk pyh story apa-apa she knows everythng.
Dia bebel suruh ak pegi mandi and she will do everythng.Ak keluar je blik air tk sempat na capai baju ibu dh bg ais.I'm so glad to hve ths kind of mther.Ak dh besar-besar mcmni pun dpt manja lg.
How lucky i am. ;)

Demam is getting better.Kepala dh rgn sikit.Tp hidung still meleleh lg skit-skit ni.Agk geli la.ieeww

Tiba-tiba ak rasa nk tegelak bila teringat cerita Siong kt tv3 tu yg suka gigit leher hisap drh anak dara org tu.Rasa nk pggl dia la time ni tlg sedut drh kt hidung ni smpai abes senang tak payah ak duk nk pegang ais ni dr td.ahahaha.
*jgn dia gigit hidung ak sudah*

haha.sewel ;p

Fever

Sorry cawan sbb susahkan kau.Ak cancel pegi penang last minit
Sorry cik bulu susahkan you.Tke care masa pegi Aussie tu nti k.I'm gonna miss u.;( *sigh
(Rindu u sgt2 kot)
Sorry azim for didnt come.Sorry sophie for didnt come.Perform well ok.
have fun guys.I miss u guys a lot.

Ah bdn pns sgt hari ni.Ayh kelam kabut bwk beg pegi mana nth td.Ak xnk story.Nanti mata bsh lg.
so..just let it be.

*tlgla jgn ngs cm pondan lg weh.Macho la sikit fyka!

err.wht to say eh?

argh!blank already.
i wish to have a one day without any mess!
stop pushing me around.
bye-bye .

oh..yes thnk you.
thnk you for this part.

Ok sgt rndu dgn crowd.sgt rndu dgn gig.sgt rndu dgn suasana pekik2 itu.Dh lama xheadbang.bahahahaha.Cop apa jd ngn scene ipoh ea?Ke ak yg dh ttw pe jd kt dunia ni??asek ngadap laptop je en.MS dh jd lalang dh.Sllu dr situla besepah-sepah flyers ak dpt.

Mana pegi nth zaman tu.Suppose to be in penang nti.Tgk sophie perform "The eyes of skadi" dlm ni ada along northmusic tu gk.

Sian dia dr sehari ke sehari tetangguh-tangguh xdpt2 tgk lg dia perform.Azim smpai majuk trus ak xdtg.haih.Maaflah adk2 oi kakakmu ini sgt busy dn sgt pnuh dgn masalah ye. Kasi k.pika settle slow2 dulu nanti k.pika trun noh..;)

upcoming event yg dpt dr page fb ijam (restraint):

-- Tp xsure leh pegi lg ke tak.tgk keadaan gk.Ada tukang support i'm coming..hehe

* p/s: and to tita tersyg..nti ko blik ipoh kita story pnjng2 prob ko ea. saba k lalink.;)

PERFECTLY

Perfection comes when there are flaws
I need to but I don't want to conform
My heart is heavy and it is weary
It's alright to have sand in my eyes
I promise I'll wipe that look from yours
We don't talk behind closed doors
Forgive me, Perfect
I am half-way thru in my empty my mind
Plays a repeating xylophone
Of a sad song
About all the thing gone wrong
Life's putting me on hold
Spiralling into a black hole
Excuse me but I need to taste in the dark
So what I see won't cloud me
Not anymore
Forgive me Perfect.
Please hold on.

Somethng tht you dont know

There are secret tht i'm dying to tell.
Its hard to be me,nobody noe whts its like to be this girl.
I am up here alone,
I was once an unknown just like others but i've grown.
Its change my life a lot when i meet so many people in my life..
You dont know how i've sacrificed to live in this bullshit life.To look so nice.
If i could turn back time.I dun want to be here today..
I want to be there..to the place when i was an unknown to everybody.
The day i could smile a lot cz i got everythng tht i love besides me.
Ya.I got him once after i had lost everythng.He tke me away frm the hell.Yes I love him.For sure.But now its look like the love starting to fading slowly..
Sooner or later i think i will lost somethng tht i really like again.I am to afraid to imagine it..but you had show me how it gonna be later.Catch me i'm drowning..;p

yala..

click for big image

it's tottaly wrong.horoscope lie!

HARDER THAN YOU KNOW

"Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause I'm not over you "

how to get inside a guys mind

1. He Says: "We should hang out sometime."
He Means: "I'm afraid you'll say 'no' if I ask you out."
Of course, actions speak louder than words. Find out if he’s hitting on you by decoding his body language.


2. He Says: "I'll call you later."
He Means: "I may or may not call you at some point between now and three months from now."

3. He Says: "My ex is crazy.She's a bitch"
He Means: "I messed her up, and she got upset.Its my fault"
When you talk about your ex, here’s how to bend the truth so you don't bruise his ego.
4. He Says: "That guy seems like a good friend of yours."
He Means: "Was there ever a thing between you?grr"


5. He Says: "It's a long story."
He Means: "It's a story that makes me look bad."

6. He Says: "That's a new look."
He Means: "You look weird."

7. He Says: "Why are you being so emotional?"
He Means: "Why are you acting like a psycho?"

8. He Says: "That's not what I meant."
He Means: "That's totally what I meant, but now that I see you're mad, I wish I hadn't said it out loud."

9. He Says: "It's fine."
He Means: "It's not actually fine, but I'm in no mood to discuss it."

10. He Says: "Can we talk about this later?"
He Means: "I never want to talk about this again."

oh rindunya..

Hari ni ada pegambaran kelas DIP6A.Setelah 3 tahun stdy barulah ada event tngkap-tangkap gambar haih.Seronok sgt.Bkn senang nk tngkp gambar ramai-ramai.Ini adala ciputan dr gambar-gambar yg disnap td.Selebihnya will be uploaded later...

*Di poly saya bertudung ye.so toksah tekejut sgt eh.;p

N- You can be very "fun"...in bed (wah.haha)
U- You usually r hella tight.(yeap)
R- You are social.(yeap this is true but social bertempatlah)
U- You usally r hella tight. (again yeap)
L- You are always smiling and making others smile. (am i peeps?)

A- You always want some action. (Of course.Action speaks louder than words kn)
F- Fantasic chracteristics you brighten the room of everywhere you go. (am i?haha)
I- Love is something you deeply believe in. (yeap.100% true)
Q- You are a hypocrite. (yeap sometimes.i admit it.Just in case to please other ppl.tipu sunat..;p.Act semua manusia adlh hipokrit.Tak yah nk poyolah nk kata diri tu pure sgt.)
A- You always want some action. (ya ya ya)
H- You have very good personality and looks. (oh tidak.Rasa nk muntah)


refering:
A- You always want some action.
B- You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C- You definitely have a partier side in you.
D- You're Super cool.
E- You are popular with all types of people.
F- Fantasic chracteristics you brighten the room of everywhere you go.
G- You always want some action
H- You have very good personality and looks.
I- Love is something you deeply believe in.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You are always smiling and making others smile.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You can be very "fun"...in bed
O- You love foreplay.
P- You are very friendly and understanding.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- You are social.
S- People think you are so sexy, especially your bf/gf
T- You have an attitude, a big one.
U- You usually r hella tight.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- You always make every experience Great.
Z- You have trouble trusting people.

I agree with this quote

"I’m sorry to say this, but, those who are most worthy of love are never made happy by it. Do you still think men love the way we do? No… men enjoy the happiness they feel. We can only enjoy the happiness we give. They are not capable of devoting themselves exclusively to one person. So to hope to be made happy by love is a certain cause of grief."

Madame de Rosemonde, Dangerous Liaisons

LOVE

* Love is about to trust each other not to feel doubt about ur gf everyday.

*Love is not only about the hug and kisses its more about to noe each other better.

Its about you to feel their soul.
Its about you to share everythng.
Its about you to care about every single thing.
Its about you to accept everything.
Its about you to forgive everythng.
Its about you to make her/him smile about anythng.

ILOVEYOUBABY

i love them.They are the reason why i can still smile even i'm not really ok today.

comel kn kn?

abg dia ni memang pendengki sikit.

sgt busy

Ok.this week sgtlah busy sampai bnyk benda yg ak nk update kt blog tak terupdate sbb terlalu busy.So abaikan jela benda-benda yg suppose to be updated tu.Exam Exam Exam.Exam sana sini.Penat.haih.Esk ada kuiz Network,Ujian web lg.Final projek lg ak ttw la bila masa nk rasa aman.Weekend nanti ak nk cuti nk rehat gila-gila punya.Lepas geram.HUH!