Ok listen buddies

From now on stop saying yg bdk ni gila stupid idot or wht.Everythngs dh clear.And aku suka cara dia settle up ths thng.Actually kau xla bdk2 sgt.Cara otak kau deal bila aku letak semua ni lg bgs dr cara org yg besar dr kau tp xda otak.

this is her msg.See how polite she is now.

iyka here. okay mcm kau jgk kan, aku ckp benda ni time aku sakit hati SGT. aku tgh kua ngn membe aku, aleh aleh Ed msj suruh bace blog kau, kau kutuk aku. mmg spoil lah kan.
then skarang, aku dah tawu pngai Ed. sbb aku dah kena -.- and sorry for maki maki gila babi and dgr sebelah pihak je. aku tk niat just malu bila kau ckp mcm tu. bkn sbb aku kan korang break fyka ? last, aku dah dlete jgk post tu. and, im sorry. thx bg tawu semua kat post kali ni. baru aku sedar. biasa aku bdk skola lg fyka, tk cukup matang tok fikir. even bf aku slalu ckp mcm tu -.- again im sorry. 0-0 okay ?

ok iyka look here.Aku faham sgt2 org bila sakit hati mmg explode everythng.Same goes to me.Just lain kali kalau nk explode explode cara org bijak.Jgn tunjuk cm bodoh sombong ok.Sorry spoil ur day.Oh ed bgtau?Wah aku igt mmg kau sndri blogwalking ke blog aku.Gila org laki sekarang pn hebat menyampai2 ye.Kau dh kena jugak.Well dgn secara unofficiallynya aku nk ckp kt kau we're in the same bot.Xnk komen lbh2 psl hal ni.Ye maaf slh aku jugak buat post cmtu.Kau pn manusia tw malu.Again i'm sorry aku mmg direct ckp kalau org buat taik ngn aku.Xguna jd sabar sgt dh.Your welcome.Aku bgtw semua ni just untuk selesaikan slh faham between us.Ok 0-0 bf kau lbh baik utk kau.Happily ever after ok.Anggp semua ni as pengajaran dlm hidup kau yg mningkat dewasa tu ye.Bnyk jns jntan lg kau blum jumpa dik.Jgn mudah percaya sgt.Ok la selamat hari raya ;)

Best word

"Jangan pernah bilang “I love you” kalau kamu tidak perduli. Jangan pernah membicarakan perasaan yang tidak pernah ada. Jangan pernah menyentuh hidup seseorang kalau hal itu akan menghancurkan hatinya. Jangan pernah menatap matanya kalau semua yang kamu lakukan hanya kebohongan. Hal paling kejam yang seseorang lakukan kepada orang lain adalah membiarkannya jatuh cinta,sementara kamu tidak berniat untuk menangkapnya.."-Skramz

thumbs up! ;)

Tita comes to Ipoh

Ada bnyk lg picture tp mls nk upload biar titala upload nanti.

Settle sudah hal poly.Tayah pening cop2 dh..penat kot.Lecturer boleh pulak mendera bln puasa ni.Haa thnx to zul and own gk jd peneman kami.Tita pn dpt jumpa dh bdk-bdk comel tu.Siap main lg kn?So puas hati kau ta?haha
;)
Ok ni baru 1/5 dr hal-hal yg aku kena settlekan.Harini ada lagi.urghh..
Sampai ke raya la aku busy.grr

i wish my mind would shut the fuck up

Being single is a lot wiser than being in a WRONG relationship.Dont you see it ?Stop falling in love.They will only hurt you in the end.

~dear paranoya~

Her stunning stars

Alhamdulillah setelah penat kehulur kehilir cari kerja at last!Dpt jugak kerja..;)
1.9.2010 aku mula kerja as editor kt Pascal Marketing company yg publish magazine ,buku-buku sekolah design mainan budak-budak sekolah design baju and so many thngs more.Aku seronok sgt dpt kerja ni because dekat dgn rumah!And dekat jugak dgn rumah bestfriend aku so papehal melepak je rumah dia.Hahaha..then kerja sini aku akan dapat bnyk belajar benda baru.Jadi editor work one group dgn graphic designer..cool!Bnyk gila software yg aku buta gila ttw guna lagi.Nama je budak IT tgk dia tunjuk haritu hah ambik kau..ternganga tp semua tu aku akn stdy nanti.Xkn lepaskan peluang;)

Gaji alhamdulillahla RM1200 starting and normal working hour.So ok la tu kn?Bukan keluar duit minyak pun.Makan balikla rumah dekat kn?haha

Terima kasih sgt-sgt dpt rezeki baik punya bulan-bulan ramadhan ni.So tak payah pening-pening kepala lagi;)

Yes and i love the way you leave me

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down

Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back- No.you dont have to
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I Bold something tht is soo happening to me.B*******

Karipap high 5.

Haa rare en bunyi dia.Resipi ni aku dapat time aku jalan-jalan kt MPH jj smlm.Duk belek-belek magazine skli jumpa resipi ni nampak sedap gila terus aku nk buat harini.hee

Dia lebih kurang buat karipap je just kali ni gunakan roti.Inti dia boleh guna sardin or ayam gk.Ikut suka korangla.Mcm fyka harini fyka guna kentang;)

bhn2:
1)kentang
2)bwng putih,bwng merah,cili blender
3)minyak
4)rempah kari
5)ikan bilis /udang goreng kecik2 dihancurkan
6)gula,garam
7)asam keping
8)air
9)roti high5(roti len pn boleh)
10)planta

Cara-cara:
1)Potong dadu kentang dulu dan potong la segala bawang merah dan putih tu.Takyah bnyk sgt.
2)lumatkan isi udang atau ikan bilis then campurkan dgn cili blender.
3)Masukkan cili blender bersama isi udang atau ikan bilis td dgn rempah kari dan campurkan sedikit air.
4)Blender sehingga halus kemudian letak minyak dalam kuali lepastu masukkan la!
5)Gaul hingga sebati then masukla gula,garam then asam keping.
6)Dh rasa sedap baru masukkan kentang-kentang yg dipotong dadu tu then gaul hingga rata smpai masak.

Setelah siap inti tu bawak keluar planta dari peti ais jugak.haha..sbb akan gunakan planta nanti.

Lepastu..ambikla roti high5 then buang kulit-kulit kt tepi dia tu then leperkan guna penggiling bg cantikla kulit dia nanti.Then letakla inti kentang td tu..

Lepas letak inti tu..Sapu sedikit planta pd tepi-tepi roti tu bg jadi pelekat antara dua bahgian bia ditutup.

Lepastu panaskan minyak dalam kuali then gorengla karipap tersebut.Kalau rasa takut gemuk nak kurangkan kalori bakar jela dalam oven ok;)

taraa so inilah hasilnya karipap high5.haha

Senang je kan?
So selamat mencuba..
nanti fyka share resipi lain lg.haha
Bulan puasa ni gila masak pulak.
=)

new life begin

Brand new fyka.

Ye aku akan cuba buat tiada lg entry putus cinta.haha;D

Cz i'm really really in love rite now.

Yah babes in love with my beloved friend bukan boyfren baru ye..haha.tak sampai seru lg untuk ada boyfriend baru..

Betul ckp korang Bf bila dh busuk tinggal but true friends like all of you guys will stay forever even before ni aku sndri pernah ada salah besar dgn korang.
Thnx 4 all the day thnx for making me feel tht i'm okay;)

Air liur calit lipbalm skit.I love you TRUE friends.Muahh;)

oh ya semalam lepak makan dgn kwn-kwn dekat waritha

Sheera,syasya,jah,chaer..sumpah aku rindu dorang and semalam dh lepas rndu;)

And i also meet a new friend..cikgu seyn,ain and aman ;).Nice to know you guys..

Next time kita lepak sampai lebam..ni bulan puasa payah betul mlm je free kn?hee

Gambar dkt jah xambik lg ni video mengarut-ngarut kami slps kenyang je smlm.haha
Pas makan kitoang off to JJ shopping;)

I dont do drugs i'm drugs rite babe?

Because of you,
Every day starts with a smile & ends with Alhamdulillah.
With you, my little world is complete.

I'm sorry I hurt you before.
I was young.I was dumb.I was to blind.
And still i am a fool.
Thnx 4 always be there for me

i know you are the only thngs tht will stay over 100years for me.
The guy tht never force me to do somethng tht i'm not happy with it
The guy who will fight for me
The guy tht always crying everytime you miss me
The guy tht always worried when i'm not around
The guy tht always been unhappy when you see me sad

Thnx for a years waiting dear friend.Will you wait for me for a few years more?
I do have feelings. I would love to be in love.
But I don't think it's my time yet.

See you soon dear buddy
Maybe after u'd finish ur studies in Ireland or mybe after u'd finish ur degree and master in other university.
Ths november i know i'll gonna miss you.


I know We'll see each other again soon.
dear doctor~

The Beauty that has always been...

Alhamdullillah.I feel calm and much happier now.
I mean no harm to everyone.Being nice to me and i'll be ur dearest angel.
I am a girl tht hve to be strong for myself.

A gilr tht fight for her love one.
A girl tht been thrown away
A girl tht failed in love
A girl tht learn to climb the ladder of success wrong by wrong

No more tear no more pain no more crying.

And the most important thng "Tiada lg makian" yg tinggal cuma senyuman.Senyuman kerana hidup xperlu disiram dgn herdikan lg dihujani dgn kebencian lg dilempari dgn tuduhan tnpa asas lg dan dijatuhkan tanpa boleh bgn lg.Terima kasih kesayangan-kesayangan ku.Terima kasih juga pd musuh-musuh aku selama ni.Terima kasih sbb buat aku makin kuat dr smlm.

To Acap:

Hey no need to be sorry.You'd been gentelmen enough.Even kau jenis kepala gila-gila melawak kdang2 xkena gaya tp kau tau respect org perempuan.Itu satu bnda yg aku nmpk dr kau yg buat aku xjd nk marah kau.
Fyka xbuta..mmg mula-mula fyka mcm omg..apahal dgn acap ni?
On the spot terus fyka msg syera ur gf i'm asking her why acap terlibat with this matter and like overeact with it.Kesian gf kau tekontang kanting jwb "ha yeke pe dia ckp?".
But then lepas baca everythng sampaila ke ayat last acap mintak maaf to my friend naddy, fyka dh xda nk marah acap or anythng.Fyka siap msg syera ckp mtk maaf lg.
Acap xsalah.For you mybe this is just for fun,you love playing around but not to him.
Yes you rite acap xtw apa yg exactly happen and i thnk nobody should know.Lg2 he's your friend.
Its ok acap..everyhtngs had been clear.Bukan style fyka nk musuh-musuh gaduh dgn org psl hal kecik mcm ni.I'm not a kiddo..so no need to worry;)

lg2 acap bf kpd sheera yg fyka dh mmg anggp cm adk dh pn.So its ok acap.
i'm not angry with you.

cheers no beers
~fyka

Tq to plain heart and red lipstic

I've learned-
That you cannot make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them that no matter how much I care , some people just don't care back.

I've learned-
That it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. That it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.

I've learned-
That it's taking me a long time to become the person that I want to be. That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned-
That you can keep going long after you can't. That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned-
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down will be the ones to help you get back up.

I've learned-
That just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned-
That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean that they don't love each other, and just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned-
That we don't have to change friends, if we understand that friends change. That two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned-
That life's lessons never end and wisdom can always be passed on.

ps : You said you never wanted to see me hurt. Did you close your eyes then when I cried ?

Thanx for writting all this AA

with love ,

fyka~

I'll learn to smile and laugh again

Hey Malaysia..I'm back!uish panasnya Malaysia ni ye.hahaha

Ok semalam lama aku tgk langit..even langit smlm takda bintang pn tp aku tgk gk.Aku biar everythng yg aku nk kenang aku kenang.Ngs puas-puas..

Then it comes to Zee.Yes dulu aku xberapa baik dgn dia because of one boy.Yes he is.I'm to afraid of losing him sampai jd bodoh buta snngup buang kawan sendiri and the most worst part is sanggup buat benda bodoh yg mudaratkn diri sendiri.Beberapa hari sebelum ni adala jugak hati ni duk menyalahkan tuhan kenapa tk adil la kenapa bg jd cmni la.Tp bila dh lama-lama baru aku sedar mungkin ada hikmah jd semua ni.Ada sebab kenapa ibu suruh aku buat keputusan mcmni.Hati ibu..mana mungkin dia nk yg terburuk untuk anak dia.So aku ngadap balik sejadah tu..tu jela tempat terbaik nak mengadu nasib ke ape.Alhamdulillah aku ada kawan-kawan yg even nampak cm jahil xtw ape tp semua saat-saat aku lemah cmni bnyk bg nasihat banyak igtkan aku pasal tuhan supaya at least even aku bukan solehah mana tp sekurang-kurangnya aku boleh jd lebih baik dr semalam.Selamat tkda pulak yg ajar aku g mabuk ke g cr jantan foya-foya ke.Thnx kawan-kawan.

And about Zee, i nak say thnx a lot to you for helping me.thnx sbb bantu i untuk bgn balik thnx bg kekuatan utk i terima hakikat ni.Yah tuhan lg tau kn.Betul ckp you kalau tk jd semua ni mungkin kita xkn berbaik semula mcmni.You dgn i pernah sekapal kan so i rasa tk salah kalau i cr jalan settlekan masalah antara kita dua slme ni.Pasal benda lepas-lepas i tolak ketepi dh and smlm i tidur senyum puas sbb i dh maafkan you and i lega you pn dh maafkan i ats semua slh slp i slme ni.Now we can be a good friend kn Zee?Kita sama-sama recover.Igt tu..you pn kuat ok!

First day of ramadhan

Ini ramadhan yang ke-21 untuk aku.DIharap segala perubahan yg cuba aku buat berkekalan selamanya.Aku dh mula belajar segala yg kita nak xsemestinya akan kita dapat.Allh berhak tentukan mana yg terbaik untuk umatnya.

Allh maha mengetahui..sebelum terdetik kita nak buat sesuatu perkara Allh lebih tau samada kita layak atau tak untuk mendapat bahagian tersebut.Itu pesan ibu.Jd sekarang aku redha ape pun keputusannya aku belajar untuk terima..alhamdulillah.


Selamat berpuasa kepada seluruh umat islam.Hari-hari terawal puasa mencabar betul buat aku sbb keadaan lain dr biasa.Tempat org kn....;)

Pd yg lelaki jgn ponteng ye selagi boleh puasa..puasala.Malulah sikit korang dh besar..bukan selalu pn nk buat amal ibadah sebulan je bulan puasa ni jela time nk kumpul pahala banyak-banyak sikit kn.

I have my family, i have my friends, i have myself. i have all my beloved ppl on this RAMADHAN,
blessed be to ALLAH for bringing me to this blessed month :)

1 tahun berapa bulan

Setahun itu aku tau rasa syg

Setahun itu aku belajar jatuh duduk merangkak berdiri

Setahun itu faham perasaan marah cemburu sedih dan ketawa

Setahun itu walaupun sakit aku cuma mahu simpulkan disini sebagai bahgia

Terima kasih untuk setahun

Terima kasih untuk segala kenangan yg ada

terima kasih untuk makna-makna pd setiap gmbar yg kau berikan.

Terima kasih pd cincin yg tesarung manis selama ni.

Sekarang carilah kenangan yg baru dan pastikan:

• Dia seorang perempuan yg sanggup bersengkang mata untuk menemani kau
• Dia seorang perempuan yg sanggup menangis bersama ketawa bersama.
• Dia seorang perempuan yg terpikat pd kau di saat kau tiada apa-apa.Bkn sebab harta bkn sebab rupa bukan sbb nama.
• Dia seorang perempuan yg sanggp bantu kau dlm jln hidup kau
• Dia seorang perempuan yg sanggup kumpul duit belanja tiap-tiap hari cuma untuk melihat kau makan kenyang bersama dia setiap hari
• Dia seorang perempuan yg tidak akan makan kalau kau tidak makan
• Dia seorang perempuan yg snggup mencatat semua impian kau dlm diarinya dan menyimpan hasrat untuk hadiahkan semua itu pd kau
• Dia seorang perempuan yg snggup berhabis duit dan tenaga demi kau
• Dia seorang perempuan yg sanggp membela kau di saat semua org menjatuhkan kau
• Dia seorang perempuan yg akn memeluk kau di saat kau kecewa dgn masa lalu kau
• Dia seorang perempuan yg disenangi oleh keluarga kau
• Dia seorang perempuan yg sanggup memberi tempat berteduh mencari perlindungan untuk kau semasa kau dibuang tiada tempat utk bergantung.
• Dia seorang yg sanggup mnjaga makan pakai minum kesihatan kau lbh dr dirinya sendiri
• Dia seorang perempuan yg snggup menghabiskan 24jam waktunya cuma untuk menemani kau
• Dia seorang perempuan yg ttp berkata syg walau sejuta kali kau sakitkan dia
• Dia seorang perempuan yg snggp lepaskan kau supaya kau bhgia dgn pilihan hidup kau.

Jgn cari perempuan yg cuma memandang gambar2 kau di fb,kononnya bg mereka kau bergaya kau ada segalanya.Cari yg selama ni sanggup susah senang jatuh bgn bersama kau.Pastikan juga dia mampu buat lebih dr yg pernah aku berikan.Pastikan jugak perempuan itu tak takut kucing seperti aku..kesian kau nk kena halau kucing hari2 kn.Baru hati aku akn tenang.

Mintak maaf pd mkck kt bkt merah mkck kt cameron.Perempuan yg kononnya seiras mama kau waktu muda sudah tiada lg bersama kau.Kau yg mahukan dia pergi

Aku syg keluarga kau .Syg sumpah aku syg semuanya.