hu-Yeah

ahaha..ni first time setelah betaon ak x on9.xpndang cc dh.rni ak jejak blik muka ak kt cc..hahaha;D

2 reason why i 'm here:

1) i'm not at home
2) bil broadaband xbaya siot..hahahahaha;D.. isnn ak bya r..grr;/

kebaa-bOO!

Keranda jepun untuk cik fyka..

tedy thnx 4 this present!!i like it.thnx 4 all the letter in each bottle.That's so sweet..even tlisan tedy klaka sgt..cm knk²..but i love the words..tlisan xpenting.yg pnting ayt yg keluar dri hati tu..jiwang lak ak eyh..hehe;D

keranda jepun dri tedy

i love you so fucking damn much.i am really² glad that i have found you in my life tedy.thnx for brighten my life again.thnx 4 bring out the best in me.thnx 4 being there 4 me.a lot of thnx 4 loving me..

ahh..kes bedarah

kali ni sejarah tercipta..xpena2 ak demam idung bedarah.kebiasaannye ak muntah² mengalahkan seperti org bru na mngandung..haha.-->ak xngangdung k. kuch nehi!

dh dua hari ak demam..dua² hari hidung bedarah.plg best baby nazrin tu tgk idong ak bedarah leh lak die ngs sedih teramat ckp ak kena bunuh..adoi..ahaha;D

smlm ayh ak bwk pegi doktor.doktor ckp bdn ak pns sgt.dpt ubt² cm biase je.ubt selsema,antibiotik,demam,pening ngn sejenis minuman isotonik kot.ak pkai teka je cz kt botol die ada tlis isotonik cmtu..hee;D
pe jenama nth.nti ak tgk blik dlm peti ais tu.sedap r gk air die.leh wt mnumam harian.tp doktor tu dh pesan jgn lbh².bru na wt mnuman peveret..;(

haa lg stu doktot tu ckp lau xtrun² gk pns bdn ak dlm 3 hari ni die suh ayah ak bwk blik g klinik.ak mybe suspek denggi..bkn h1n1 ye.ipoh xda ag demam tu.tu kt kl bnyk r.dh bpe kes dh.haha.antara tnda² kena demam tu xyh susa g klinik.lau koang nk tw..tnda² die kulit akn mnjd kemerah-merahan pastu bontot jd tonggek bulat..ada ekor curly2 pastu idong nek keatas..coink²..haha;D

okla nk smbung keje tegendala td jp.wt report.arghh..kehabisan idea dh.tlg..lg bpe ari je poly na bukak...;(

BABI BETOI

Dear god

Dear god,If you can hear my voice..there's something I have to say..

It's been so long,
They say time will heal everything,
Could you send me a sign,
To fill the soul in my life,
Turn on a light,
To help me see through it all,
Save me...!
cz i feel like i'm going deeper to the hell place right now..
sometimes i feel like i just wanna fly far away from here
to a place way above the atmosphere ..
to where that nobody will know.

sorry for making a stupid words like this..i was just so down..and feel like dying.

aku dan dirimu..^-^

Tiba saatnya kita, saling bicara,
tentang perasaan yang, kian menyiksa,
tentang rindu yang menggebu,
tentang cinta yang tak terungkap.

Sudah terlalu lama, kita berdiam,
tenggelam dalam gelisah, yang tak teredam,
meme-nuhi, mimpi-mimpi, malam kita.

Duhai cinta ku, sayang ku, lepaskanlah,
perasaan mu, rindu mu, s’luruh cinta mu,
dan kini hanya, ada aku, dan diri mu,
sesaat, di keabadian.

Jika sang waktu bisa, kita hentikan,
oh, dan s’gala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan,
meleburkan semua batas,
antara kau dan aku,
kita…

Duhai cinta ku, sayang ku, lepaskanlah,
perasaan mu, rindu mu, s’luruh cinta mu,


*ak xla bape suka lagu² indon or cap buatan indon.tp kadang² lagu² indon ni best gak.sebab lirik die.leh r lau setakat nak buat layan feeling jiwang di malam² hari.daripada lagu melayu kn..time zaman ziana zain,siti,ella pe semua tu ok la lg.sekarang ni kunon nk buat revolusi la pe la tp cm kimeet pn dh ada bunyinya..lagu zaiton sameon lg sedap dri lagu rap² merapu korang tu tw x..haha


p/s: ak suka lagu ni en sebab nga musim jiwang ak.Maklumlah tgh bahagia en..haha..lg stu sebab Bunga tu cute weh!

bila rindu..

haha mlm ni dlm kesedihan someone still there to cheer me up and always come to me when i'm sad.and mlm ni ak tkejot and terharu dgn ayt bf ak ni:

Ah eD: muax
Ah eD: i may not be a perfect like u imagine, but i know ur perfect in my eyes. i may be dumb sumtimes but im ur dumb bf n husband to be. i maybe a normal men but i want to be ur superman. i dun have anything but i will give you everything. i want to be with u forever n ever!
Ah eD: i love you so much

Ah eD: betapa ku windukan cik nurul afiqah.. ku rindukan senyumannya, pelukannya, malah ciuman serta baunya.. alangkah baiknya jika dia berada disini. bakal ku pelok2 dan ciom2 die seperti seorang suami yg tidak berjumpa si isteri selama bertahun2
Ah eD: hehe
BUZZ!!!

haha..teddy that's so funny but it was seriously hell sweet!

*buzz sbb terleka jp..haha..wah..tedy tht's so sweet.imysm too!

kwn lupa kwn..?

sejak² kebelakangan ni bnyk sgt kwn² ak membebel pasal rambut ak..serabaila..ak selekeh la..tmbah² lg si myra ngn diana tu..

"fyka what happen to ur old hair..isy u ni!kerat2 rmbut je tw."

and some of myfriends smpai jumpe pn buat² xknl dh,ke mmg xknl dh ke ttw la kn.Maklumlah..msing² dh ada yg jd model..muka terpampang sana sini..model mcD,model burger king,model Remaja,model lipice pn ada dh skank.thniah sebab terpilih dlm contest tu friend!..huh..i dont care!i dont need that kind of friends.

haha..tula yg terjadi setiap kali i hangout kt parade or jj on the weekend.ada yg teserempak tegor smpai plok cium and ada gk yg wat² xknl..haha.guys..sorry i hate to be so nice looking or "pretty and hot" like u guys always do. It does not mean i hate to be ladies..yes..i am now trying to be like that..mencuba even sometimes it look like weird..but there is still some people like it.I do it in my own way.i'm not like u.^{totally not!}i dont want to pretend to be what i dont like to do just to be accepted by others.that is fakers!-->ditujukan juga pd org² yg pkai ape² sebab nak se"geng"..or nmpk baik tp sebenanye ko rubbish!

but dlm pe²hal pn msing² ada fashion idol sndri kn.for me..hayley williams is my fashion idol.
I like her style..her attitude and everything..but i'm not trying to be like her..die rockstar kot..ne mmpu nk ikutnya.haha.i just love her hairstyle and fashion..ngn attitude die yg jns "peduli ngn ko la nk ckp pe"..haha..contohi attitude itu!



so tuk kwn² ak yg fakers tu..my advice..jdlah pe yg korang suka. jgn buat just want to be accepted and nk ramai kwn..nk feymes,tumpang glamour kwn u yg len or what so ever!be what u r k..


*mark this: i really hate ppl who dunno how to appreciate friendship!

i hate this awkward silence...

i feel so bad last night
tears come from the eyes
i was so cold and sad.

in my dreams , in myself there is something i can't describe.
i have to speak about or will keep this shut?

why evrytime i try to close my eyes..to dream a good thing in my life with you
the past time story keep haunting me..even i try so many time to throw it away.

it is a sin to love again?
this pain's not fair..!

Pick me up now, I need you so bad
it's get me so down and down..