yah kau la!kau la N puki lancau oi!kire bek n ko ptt thnx kt ak la en ak xtlis full name ko siap binti ngn IC skli en.ke tepek gmba ko bg org tw sape mnusia jadian ni en.MULUT MANUSIA MUKA BABI!ak ltk N ko pham2 la dri ko tu sape en.ke ko nak ak gtw smua org?ak bkn cm ko!ak selagi leh cover membe ak cover.friendship smpai mati bg ak n xkn skli2 ak betrayed kwn ak sndri.ak bkn MCM KO!
oit ko betudung tp mlut ngalahkan puki pelacur!sumpah mmg ak mrh gle babi kt ko.lau ko da kt dpn ak skank mmg ak ltupkan pale ko.ak mmg xreti mrh org tp jgn main babi ngn ak!saba ak da thap weh!ak ttw pe mslh ko smpai ko na buat cni skali kt ak.ko suke jantan tu?ko g ckp kt mimila!asal msti na burukkan ak.libatkan ak.for ur information ya N..ak xinterested lnsung kt si fizi prince charming kegilaan ko ngn mimie tu!mimie kwn baik ko si N tu minat bf ko weh!mngkuk hayun yg duk cite mcm2 kt ko yg kononye act cm angel ko tu sbenanye msuh ko!
mimie.lau ko baca blog ak ko denga ea.FIZIE!yeah ak tw ko suke mamat ni dari form 3 lg.and semua maklum and ak sendiri pn mmg tw fizi minat ak as die penah ckp kt dpn korang2 pn kn?tp ak xmnt die sbb die bkn taste ak.and as ko tw pn mimie..ak yg slme ni betungkus lumus smpai snggup teman ko smpai ke KL dulu semata-mata na rapatkan ko ngn Fizi time Fizi lik uma family die dulu.time Fizi msuk ospital smpaila Fizi propose ko!sape yg sllu da ngn ko weh!ak ttwla lau ko dh ilang ingatan ke pe kn mimie lau ko dh lupe pe smua ak korban tuk ko.ak xdpt pe pn weh.ak buat sbb ko kwn ak!ak buat sbb ak nk ko dpt laki yg ko suke!ak buat sbb nk kwn ak happy!ak xsngka ble ko dh ptus ngn Fizi cni skli ko buat kt ak.ko lg pcye ckp N kwn baik yg sbenanye msuh dlm slimut ko tu!ko buang ak.ko maki ak!ko xigt ke mimie?lau ak na Fizi ko tu buat ape ak bg kt ko!buat ape ak besusa pyh tuk ko!penat ko tw x teman ko dulu!duit ak habis teman ko ada ak ungkit mimie?penah ke?smpai ati ko en.
ko pecaye ckp N babi ni.ko tw x die suke Fizi ko?dlm diam die suke Fizi ko.ak ttw r pe motif die ptuskan pshabatan ak ngn ko.tp yg pasti maybe die jugak jeles ngn ak sbb hal Fizi pena ckp die minat ak dulu.tp tu cite lme Mimie.ko pn tw ak sape.ko pn ada time tu.ko pn tw ak xinterested ngn Fizi sjk mule2 knl lg kn.tp ko maki ak skank cm bru smlm ko knl ak weh.xda mkna ak na amk kbhgiaan ko.lau ko na tw Fizi msg ak pas ptus ngn ko gtw ak sal die bengang ko kua ngn abg angkt die.tu reason die mtk break-up ngn ko!ak mtk Fizi baik blik ngn ko tu yg Fizi ada ckp kt ko na jupe ko kt Subang jumaat pas anta ayh ko tu ko igt x?ko da mtk ak teman ko lg skli g Kl sbb na jupe Fizi.tp ak xikut ko sbb ak nk ko settle problem ko ngn Fizi.ak tkut ak kaco ko je nti.tp nth cne tibe2 Fizi call ak lik die cancel last minit na jupe ko.die ckp kt ak die ta dpt na truskan sbb die dpt tw ko wt lbh dri tu ngn abg angkt die!asal ko wt cmtu mi?dh ko tw ko tu gilekan Fizi xleh idup tnpa Fizi asal ko wt cmtu?
Ble dh smpai thap cmtu.ak ngalah.ak ttw cne na tlg ko lg mimie.ak igt na jupe ko ble ak cuti sem..tp ko dulu dh serang ak!tibe2 je ko maki ak!ko hina ak.ko ptuskan friendship kite.ko pggl ak bangsat!sumpah ak xleh tipu time ko maki ak ak ngs.ko bestie ak ak syg ko kot!ko ptus ngn Fizi.ko sdh pe smua ak tumpang sdh sama.ak jaga ko time ko demam sbb gado ngn Fizi ritu sbb ak tol2 syg ko mimie!ak pkir ko r kwn ak smpai mati.tp ko xpcye kt ak lnsung pn kn.sket pn x!xpela.ak terima segala makian ko even ak rasa cm pnt gle ak korban mcm2 tuk ko.sakit hati ak tp ak saba je.tup2 ak dpt tw dri ina sape punca smua ni..ko na dnga cite lbh lnjut ko tnye la si lancau N tu sendiri.memandangkan tu kwn baik ko skank kn pengganti ak.ko rasa die kwn baik ko?ko kaji r dlm2 sal die mi!ko tnye ina.ko tnye Fizi.N penah ajk Fizi dtg uma sewa die.ko g kaji.ak na ko g kaji g selidik sndri.ak mls na story lbh2 memndangkan ko lg pcyekan N puki lancau tu dri ak kn.skank smua teserah kt ko.ak rasa ak dh buat pe yg ptt.
lau mmg ada bnda ak yg slh ak mtk maaf bnyk2 mimie nurida abd razak!
-i dunno how much my bestfriends is..and i dunno how much my bestie use to me my own enemy!fuck off backstabb!so mls r ckp sal kwn ni.kwn je sape na kwn ngn ak.yg fakers g mampos!
-nop
-nop.tkut anjing kot!
-eyda,teddy
-chicken chop,nasi lemak!
-gummy bears
-ipoh la.
-yeah i want to move to Kl.bosan duk ipoh ni.
-student la.
-2 enough
-xigt.
-chocolate!
-2
-get richer and be more richer!haha.
-so many and one of my dark secret.no need to mention it.
.....-_-"
-happy.
-asal suka sgt tnye soalan ni.sebok r lagu pn na tw.grr
-7.15 a.m
-So many.and i want to keep it secret.-do you care?
-Kailan,kangkung,salad!
-tido and malas buat kerja.
-ya lutut ak dulu injured.
-nice.
-aquarius
tag this to : my dear tedy myra did tieta eyerazak amal anyone who like it.
Entry ni should be in this blog a past few weeks ago..tp disebabkan ak jatuh sakit bertubi-tubi..daripada gastrik kepada batuk-batuk dan terus demam panas maka tak dptlah nk selesaikan entry yg ini.ak buat entry luahan hati xpuas hati ak sakit tu dulu.tp sekarang ak xmrh dh kalau ak sakit.mak ak ckp org yg selalu sakit tuhan syg..die na uji hamba die..;)so bile sakit..ckp alhamdulillah ok kwn2..hee;D
ok2.berbalik pd entry ni.ak just na gtw sal ak celeb 3 month ngn my beloved bf.sedar xsedar dh 3 bulan.Sampai terlupa la yg dh 3 bulan sebab before tu seronok sgt g jln2 kt penang kn.ak yg igtkn die.kitorang ada gado sikit before sambut benda ni.ak marah2 die sbb lupe benda ni n mcm tak kisah pn pasal benda ni.-how babyish i am en.haha.but after we had a short fight..he make something sweet for me.he gives me a cake as a suprise.ak pn dpt cake trus cair..terus xmrh-pandai ea tedy..;D
haha ngn cake pn ak na pose.mkn jela!
ilysm tedy!
p/s: thnx tedy sbb thn ngn perangai syg selama 3 bulan ni and thanx 4 being beside me..thnx jaga syg.ilysm!remember one word from me tedy.up and down in relationship is a common thing.I love you, u have to trust me so do i..it's all up to you.it's not how about to make this relationship stay it is about how you gonna end this relationship..how do you want our story to be end..
hoh..?dgn babinye ak mndpt jiran sebelah yg sgt kepochi.kaki sebok + gosip weh!yg plg xleh blah neighbour ak tu JANTAN kot!tp asal mulut cm pepek!geram r ni.ak ckp pntang kot org men tuduh2 belakang lau die ttw tol2 pe ak buat. dh ttw bek diam..tayah na pndai2 wt conclusion sndri..pastu kecoh sebok na tnye org.penyepak nak?
bapak ak korang ckp sugar daddy?wtf!bodo pe ak na pkai sugar daddy?jht2 ak xpena plak smpai na lyn org tua gayut sbb duit.tlgla..keje plg hina kot ak rasa.bek ak g merompak ke pe en..lg adventure..men2 org tua ni wtpe.insan lemah kot doang..ptt igtkn doang tu kubur dh pggl mari bkn lyn nfsu tua doang tu!
ak tw r bpk ak nye wrna kulit jauh beza ngn ak.bpk ak "dark brown n beautifull" bak kata iklan cuci muka silky girl tu..haha.tayah r hina bpk ak cmtu skli.slh ke bpk ak bg duit kt ak?lau rasa curious sgt ak ngn bpk ak nye perbezaan..jd gentle r tnye ak sndri en, xpn time bpk ak dtg tu trus g tnye.bru da kote namenye!ahh..ckp ak bengang ngn org2 cni.suke jaga tepi kain org.ak xkaco ko ko tayah r sebok sal ak.tu pn seb bek ila bg tw ak lau x smpai bile2 pn ak ttw ak da jiran cm tahi ni.
hari ini ada seminar IT yg mmg bosan..xda agak-agak dah..sgt bosan.ak sampai tetido denga.. tp seb bek..segala kengantukkan ak disegarkan oleh mkanan free!haha..pe lg balun r.mee,nasi,kuah kari ayam and air sirap..perghh.ckp leh buat ak tersenyum smpai msuk dewan la..
plg taleh blah time ptg.ed syg anta g poly.hee sbb ngada-ngada mls na jln kaki.haha..sian die.sowie tedy..then jupe shah ngn wan skip seminar tu..shit!nk jugak.dlm plan nk melarikan dr dnga seminar cm tahi tu syira lak ptg semngt.grr..lau x da lps lik uma dh tw!dh leh tido smpai kua air liur basi cm ema gk.ooops..ckp sal ema..haha..ak sumpah xsngka die leh tido smpai kua air basi.nmpk sgtla tlmpau bosan en..makin of Saladdin r..cm haram..dga org cite cne wt sadin lg best tw x..grrr;/
k r smpai sni je r ak carut.na tido.esk seminar lg.adoi..semak!
i dunno how to make u remember me for the rest of ur life.i'm not sure bout this. i dunno how to make u smile every second in ur life when u'r with me.. i dunno how to make u can't stop to see me.. i dunno how to make myself different from the other girl so u will be proud to be with me.. i just so don't know to be a good gf even how hard i try to change myself to be wht every bf wish to have to.. i just so don't know anything..
i'm not a good girl.. i'm not anyone.. i'm not after self-perfection.. i'm not sugar and spice and everything nice.. i'm just nothing..
ok2..citenye mcm ni.one day tu ak pegi mkn kt kedai membe bf ak.char kuew teow die pergh,sedap!just lokasi je xbest tepi jln sekolah ampang.huhu.then tgh syok mkn while bf ak duk men psp tesengeh-sengeh soang2..ak tpndang seorang amoi.die order mknan same cm ak mkn.tapela xda la pe yg plik sgt..skli pappp..mk die dtg kt die.ak tkejut..mk die pkai tudung kot!mula xbpe pelik lg ak pkir tu cikgu die ke pe..skli die pggl ibu..skli lg sama ngn ak..pastu die becoloteh ngn mk die dlm loghat perak lak tu.lg bgus dri loghat ak.ak pn ta hebat!ok..tape..ak senyum je.bnyk gk org kt ipoh melayu ni muke cm amoi mata sepet cm ak..so ak bknla mnusia pelik sgt..hahaha;D
tibe..tibe..papp..skli gl ak tekejut..die pndang ak.ak senyum je smbil tergamam sbb muke die cm muka abg angkt ak!abg muba..kacukan siam,mongolia,thailand,jepun,china,hokkien dan korea..!pecaye tak pecaye korang kena pecaye jugak.ak jupe amoi cm muke die!warghh..sket pnye tekejot berok la..npe msti muka abg muba ouh..haha..ak tegelak2 tgk.untuk lbh meyakinkan dri ak yg amoi tu muke sebijik abg muba..ak pn suh bf ak tgk die.yah..nmpnye pndpt kami same.tidak syak lg.pe lg..ak pn curi snap pic die tuk jd tatapan abg muba ak ni.tp mlangnye amoi ni cm tw2 ak ni paparazzi terkemuka..dpt side tepi je..tp xpe..dri tepi pn leh nmpk sket kesamaan mereka berdua...
yeah..new sem, new life, new love, new friend, new environment..everything seem to be so new to me.my family..yah it looks like my father work so hard to fix back the problem in our fmily.harap bjayala..i miss my family a lot even living in tht house giving me so much pain dr duduk kt uma sewa..but i keep missing tht home..my family..everywhere i go i just can't stop thinking bout my home..;(
new love,ed..he's the man..i love him so much now and i hope i will be with him till the end of my life. i want to be ur very faithful gf and soon to be ur wife.ak dh jnji xkn play with someone heart lg..sakit kot.trying to realize tht u hurting someone,then how would u feel if everything turn around?sgt skit kn?so ak dh promise to myself i will only let my self get in love with the guys i love..not to the guys tht i think it was fun to be with him.tht is my promise.
new friend yah i got so many new friend..it kinda interesting to meet new ppl in my life.i love it.but it such a pain if ur friend tht u love most is ur own enemy at the same time..backstabbers!to my fucking dear friend u can talk anything bout me dear friend..it don't give a damn to me.u dunno wht is life baby..and u simply dun know how to be me.sometime u will be so higher..to top of the world..but one day u will getting hell down to the earth.bngga ngn kwn2 baru ko?pegila.masa happy smua org na jd kwn.but if one day something bad will happen to u..then u will realize wht r true friends for..ko akn mngemis mncri kwn time tu weh.u need to come back down to earth friends.
new environment..yeah now duk uma sewa.xselesa..cm nyesal sewa situ pn ada.tp xpela..lg bpe sem.finishkn jela.dhla rumah tu bhye.kena men password2..cz dh bnyk kli pencuri msuk.aiyoo..plg bodo..underware ak kena curi!sohai tol.dulu sem 1 pn dh jd cni.ni kena lg.adoiyai.so dlm environment yg xbpe selamat ni..i have to be more carefull la then before lau tanak brg2 ilang meyh.yah one more..sem 5..warghh..subjek smkn susah..;( ada MUET la pulak tmbhan.my target for this sem i want to get higher then 3.6..so this sem..kena stdy hard..kesihtan kena jaga memandangkan ak senang kena pnykit..xnk skip kelas..and the most important thing.pay attention in class.hp off in class!
