Happy Eid Mubarak

To all bloggers.

Beautiful followers and non- followers.

Happy Eid Mubarak sayang sayang. Im sorry if i made mistakes love, didn't mean to :') 

and to

 all my beloved ppl

 thankyou for always be there for me when im down. I love you beautiful .#kiss hugs :* ♥

Alhamdulillah

Nikon 3100D

This gonna be my second baby .The first one is my Holga.

p/s: But sedih jugak sebab impian nak beli Samsung Galaxy s2 terpaksa dilupakan. Kumpul duit lain pulak la kalau nak. Murahkan rezeki keje freelance aku Ya Allah .Amin.


At first aku upload canon 1100D then tukar Nikon 3100D sbb bila pikir balik better ambik Nikon. Sebab aku mmg selesa guna Nikon sebelum ni.

I know god love me

See i'm back! wee. Thank you so much for all those kind people.

"Kalau awak baik awak akan dikelilingi orang yang baik you dont have to worry..god with you."- Thank you for this ,sweet friends.

"You have gone this far.Allah cuma bagi ujian pada hambanya yang kuat.So kenapa nak takut?Awak dh sampai tahap ni.Move on.God has a great plan for your life.Trust me" - Awak yang buat saya bangun.:)

" No matter what gonna happen to you in the future. I will be rite there for you and love you for who you are.Always and forever.You know you have me" - My beloved future husband!

"Tawakal fyka,ada magic dalam tawakal.Ang tgk je la" - Seyn

....... ...    and many many more magical word from my beloved ppl.I love you so much guys.

Trilion terima kasih kepada semua yang susah payah bantu fyka . Baik dari my own relatives and bestfriends. This raya gonna be awesome. Allah is the greatest!

Aha and what more great about next month is this two thingsss!

Suicide Silence & Gegey Tour wait for me! 23 sept, 8 oct /15 oct .hehe..

Sayonara

I'm not going away because bf suruh close acc fb, gadoh dgn bf or lari dr ex ex bf. Aku perlukan masa dan keadaan untuk bertenang dan pulihkan keadaan.Semuanya nampak chaos sekarang. Kecuali relationship aku dgn bf dan kawan-kawan dan jugak prestasi pelajaran aku. Semua masih stabil. Untuk zon-zon chaos itu - aku perlukan ketenangan. Aku perlukan tuhan. Facebook tkkan dpt tolong aku begitu jugak kawan-kawan yang masing-masing ada komitmen dalam litar hidup sendiri. Aku tk tau apa erti raya untuk aku tahun ni. Hari ni genanp 5 bulan.Yes semua org ckp aku survivor aku kuat sebab aku boleh bertahan. Boleh lagi gelak-gelak. I Fake a smile guys.

The girl who seemed unbreakable--broke

The girl who seemed so strong--crumbled

The girl who always laughed it off--cried  - This is me guys.This is me!

My family have been betrayed by our own aunty. Shit kan? chaos gila. Keadaan dia mmg sgt fuck-up. Dengan pencuri pulak time-time ni la nak mencuri. Ayah dah tk mcm dulu. Adk dan ibu masih sakit. Sakit.Berat gila rasanya. Aku sendiri tak pernah terpikir akan diuji macam ni sekali. But sekarang aku redha. Mungkin ada hikmah semua ni jadi. Maybe tuhan nak jadikan aku more better thn before. Kawan aku pernah cakap bila Allah uji kita Allah bg kita sakit Allah sayangkan kita dan bila setiap kali tu kita menyesal dgn dosa-dosa kita yang dulu and berdoa, Allah akan ampunkan dosa-dosa kita.Insyaallah - dan aku bukanlah muslimah sejati.Banyak cacatnya...

So goodbye guys.Goodbye beloved ppl.Pls pray for me.I'll be back as soon as possible.Banyak benda yang harus diperbetulkan terlebih dahulu.

p/s: Pada mereka-mereka yang dah bg kerja design kat aku tapi tk bayar-bayar lagi.Pls.Jangan ambik kesempatan.Kau pikir boleh maju ke hidup dengan menipu and makan duit orang? Bulan puasa ni.Agak-agak la..

The best mirror in the world is an old friend.

Holga 135

Us. My junkie. My hearbeat.

Dear future husband

# i use Luke Mitchell picture because his body just look like him - A. :D

I love to write this letter in black because its reminds me of sadness and many tearful days i have experienced this past months..this past years.But since i met you this black color reminds me of your cloth.The first cloth you wear - on our firts date.

Darling, I wonder if you ever look over at me and just pause and think, wow she's pretty.Handsome guy,i want you to know that i don't have the perfect body,face or mind, but i hope you will be able to look beyond that.

Heartbeat, i wonder if you’ve ever thought you’d met the one,but then you had your heart broken.If so,i wish this letter could somehow finds its way into your hands now. Because I, your future wife, do in fact exist-have struggled with those same questions you’re struggling with now.

Beloved, know that for all your wanting, all your brokenness and fears,Allah is working through all things to turn you to become the man He wants you to be.I hope the suffering you feel now  help you learn to worship the Deliverer and not the hope of deliverance. I hope you know that you are not alone in this time – even as you are waiting for me, I am waiting for you. I'll give you me. I would say I do to be with you for better or for worse, in sickness and in health, till death do we part.

I cannot wait to feel the beautiful,romantic and joyful story that Allah has in store for us.You’re my bestfriend, my husband, my better half.

but..

Dear future husband..i hope you exist.Because right now, I'm not confident enough in myself to believe you do.But if you do exist please reply this letter and give me the best reason for me to love you.

I wish you’ll be the one i’m going to marry.Yes you.

grace and peace to you,

your future wife