i love them

yeah entry yg tlmbt lg ak update sbb smlm sgtlah penat.penat tp seronok dpt jumpe bestie.even xbnyk..ramai yg busy..;S ak pn nsb baik rumah sasa ni dekat and ak sememangnye stdy ipoh so senangla nk pegi mane² or jupe kwn² lme.Dorang jauh²..;S Ainur ngn nad suppose to be there too mlm tu tp doang ada emergency case so xpat la dtg.sobs;S

smlm just ada sasa, yna n ak aa.. one more k.wa ngn anisa tp xsempat snap pic together..;S msing² to busy.k.wa pn cpt je balik tw² dh ilang..

i really2 miss my bestie time schooldie..mereka tebaek! sharina,salina,mira,yana,yana lizard,yana cantik,ainur,nad,dibah,beena,atin,elly,atie,kah meng,raathi,vanessa and many more la.Sumpah gile rindu.ya xlupe Mel gk yg dh lme ilang.Vanessa tw2 dh pegi UK.haih..thun bile la nk jupe lg..sobs;S

ya Yna cadangkan next year nk buat gathering semua yg ada time last day kt dlm bulatan kt dewan dijemput hadir.I miss them damn much.Sumpah nk jupe korang semua blik weh.to many sweet memory bout us en..sobs ;S

T_T

3 days dh xjupe dia..I miss my hugging pillow ;S
tp we r not in good condition.he does not trust me anymore.
he started to think bout"me n another guy" now.
he dun trust me.

my fault i think ;S
xpela.do as u like
tedy nti syg baya blik semua ni.xyh buat ape² dh untuk syg..
bile tedy touching or angry it is very easy 4 u to show it kn?but for me?everything.."i'll keep it myself".Do you care pn?ape sgtla stakat syg punye merajuk.just give me a hug and kiss i will be fine in just 5 minute kn?yes i'm easy to be cool down cz i am really into you.but i dunno how bout you..

i will never talk as u hate it when i talk.so i will keep it tedy.everything..each moment tht i kept everyday we meet i'll take it to the grave.no one will knows..even you.

raya oh raya ;s

ok hari raya pertama.ak tak tahu pe sohai raya ak thun ni.baju yg sepatutnya ak pakai hari raya pertama xdpt pakai sbb pinggang dh ketat!!(ak gemok dh ke weh!).geram gile. pkai2 xmuat.shit! seb bek r bju raya ak dua helai pakaila baju raya lg satu tu.ak pn ttw la pe mlang ak
bile tiap kali hari raya ak nak pakai baju warna suci murni sikit mesti jd mcm2.dulu raya kt Kl kena blg ngn mercun.lg BABI!yg ni xmuat pulak.kena betolkan blik. sdh tol ;S

*ni baju ak lg satu terpaksa pakai;S.lain plan lain dpt.haih.

Hari raya pertama celeb at my wawa house
huh. mmg superb!!Ak 5 round mkn dri pukl 9-4 ptg.haha.tp pnt sikit sbb tetamu dtg
xhenti2.bengang pn da dh mcm esk2 taleh dtg.grr ;/ pnt tw x lyn koang.lau bg wet raya bnyk
xpe gk (yeah fyka mata duitan!haha;p) ni smua kedekut je thun ni!mkn je nk bnyk songeh!

*with my fatty nazrin.lnsung xnk renggang ngn ak.haih.

ok mlm pegi open house.rumah uncle sidney.yeah org kaya yg mmg sgt pemurah.tiap2 thun die buat open house.bkn stakat sedara mara satu kampong Sg.Rokam tu nk dtg pn leh xda hal meyh.mkn die plak mmg sedap.xmcm sesetgh open house wt open house besar-besaran tp haram mknan mcm hape je. nk bg org mkn elok2 sket la weh.

*at uncle sidney open house with my adk..;)

Asal ak mrh2 je rni ni?yeah ni kerana ak msh frust xdpt pakai bju raya yg sepatutnya ak pakai ;S

Esk raya kedua bejalan raya rumah sedara-mara.baju kurung dh abes ok.xbwk stock lbh.huhu.so esk ak pkai dress.haha.ni dress yg ak bli tu;)

*i'm turning to 20 years ladies babe!haha

ape ksh pe koang igt sedara-mara ak alim2 ke?badak r.

;S

mak pak mertua sape ni haih ;p

IBU AYAH..i miss the moment ;S
till when it must be like this?

i go to opah house today with ibu..to AYAH-Selamat hari Raya..no matter wht had happen to our family i will still love you forever! ur name is at the last name in my full name NURUL AFIQAH BT MOHD NOR.so how can we be apart?

ily tedy!

besides tht.i wanna said tht i miss my Teddy a lot.Teddy Happy Eid Day.maafkan slh slp syg k.u r the only one i call Heart tedy.u have my heart so keep it tightly ok;)
kirim salam Selamat Hari Raya kt abah,nenek,bibik and all ur family k;) ilysm<3

ehem.cop2!nk duit raya!;P

>.<" i hate this year!

raya?oh ya2 before tht.. guys SELAMAT HARI RAYA..maaf zahir dan batin.batin tu xda rasanya..zahir to much i think.i'm not a perfect human yg xpernah buat slh lnsung kn.

Raya tahun ni raya plg xbersemangat.raya plg cm xda meaning pn kt ak tahun ni.setakat first raya mkn bnda sedap2..then mintak maaf kt smua sedara mara sudah.after tht nothing selain mkn dan mkn(aktiviti yg bagus tuk ilangkan tension).

ak ckp raya xcm raya sbb rumah ak empty.MEREKA gaduh.xSEHALUAN di hari raya.pada sape2 yg sll follow entry ak(bajet cm ada) mesti tw sape yg ak maksudkan ni.apa makna HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI bile ada family rasa mcm xda family?suasana sgtlah menyakitkan hati?

if u were me..will u still called tht menyambut HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI?

;(

such a dumb gf.

babe u want to know one thing.i'm a hell dumb girl.i dun even know how to make my bf happy.i always make him feel like i dont even care bout him.am i selfish?am i burdening him to much?or he's getting tired of me?

u know wht ed?fyka mmg bodo.and tht's why my exes hate me a lot.and tht's why they decided to break up with me.like i have said before..i'm a hell dumb gf.tht's why i dun want to accept u at the first time u proposed me.i'm so afraid i will just make u hate me a lot at the end of the relationship.i just so dont know how to make ppl around me happy with me.

this is the forth month.don't you feel there is something lost?Remembering the time,when we were like friends..we had so many things to say.but now?u dun even know wht to say to me when u see i'm on the line right?

Now things are different
not how like it used to be
I'm pretty sure now that you're bored of me.NOW..u can just go away without me.u can just leave me and have a nice sleep while i crying here wishing for my old teddy to come to me..but u there tedy..u r sleeping.maybe u r tired kn?..tired of ME..

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? -taken
2) Are you happy with where you are? -yes
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? yes with him
4) Have you ever had your heart broken? always;(
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? no
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? depends.but now no!g mati sama kau
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? with him and my friends;)
8) Do you want children? not yet. but maybe later
9) How many? 1-2
10) Would you consider adoption? why not?
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? dunno
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? yes!haha
13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? what game? love game.haha
14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? yes when i meet him.
15) Are you romantic? i dunno. dat must ask my boy ed
16) Do you believe that you can change someone? maybe
17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be? japan!paris!korea!
18) Do you have feelings for someone right now? yes Him!
19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't? NO
20) Have you ever broken a heart? ya.
21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other? -_-"
22)What would you say about your last ex? ko poyo weh!
23)who u wanna tagged this survey to everyone who like it.syue ko cm base r en.haha;P

a day to be remember

ok.last friday ak ngn housemate and my beloved bf berbuka beramai² kt kedai Sulini at Tambun mali.leh tahanla makanan die.tp serve lmbab.abe' tu bpk kelam kabut.nasi lemak die sedap!seronok ak balun pastu sampai nasi goreng ayam merah ak mkn lg.gile perut pe nth ak ni.

after mkn kitorang head to jj to watch Final Destination.yeah..mmg tu plan dri smlm.tp cm teragak² la nk pegi.skli mmbe smua pn nk tgk.haa..mmg cantikla!ok..movie start at 11.55p.m.Sementara na tnggu movie start..ak ngn bf ak terus nk kelua jj.gile kau tunggu kt jj 2 jam.muntah tgk jj tu dh.so jln pnye jln jumpe fun fair.haha.we just stop by n snapping picture.nk main xda moodla.xbest pn fun fair ni.mcm ape je.

tedy awat pose gaya psikopat ni haih.haha
wasting our time by snapping pic.adoi-hai!haha

lepak punye lepak smpaila movie start.Final Destination?yah..best kot.dari first smpai akhir ak lah plg kusyuk tgk..sian bf ak duk na mnje² ak buat bodo je.sorry tedy.it was an interesting movie..hehe;D..movie abes nk dkt pukul 1 jugak la.punyela ramai org kt jj.

my housemate.xbpe complete ada yg ilang.haha

my bF fellows.haha xleh blah doang pose ngalahkan model!

new tag

1. What color is your underwear right now? purple
2. What are you listening to right now? wherever u will go-the calling.(lgu lme douh!)
3. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 12
4. What was the last thing you ate? nasi paprik
5. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Black
6. How is the weather right now? windy
7. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? ibu
8. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? smiles
9. Favorite type of food? ibu made food
10. Do you drink? NO.
11. Do you smoke? NO.
12. Ever get so drunk you don't remember? -nah.nopla bodo!
13.What color are your eyes? Black.
14.What color are your hair? dark brown
15. Do you wear contacts? NO.-maybe one day
16. Single? nop.
17. Favorite Month? May
18. Ever cried for no reason? Not really.
19. Last movie you watched? Final Destination
20. Favorite day of the week? friday!
21. Are you too shy to ask someone out?ya- Sometimes.
22. Hugs or Kisses? I take both
23. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla.
24. Do you want your friends to respond? If you want to.
25. Who is most likely to respond?No idea
26. Who is least likely to respond? No idea
27. What books are you reading? playboy!haha
28. Piercings? nop.nk buat tp..xpela
29. Fav. movie?To many
30. Fav. baseball team? Okay, don't ever asked me. Heh.
31. Any pets?Nop
32. AIM? Question mark for that.
33. Butter, plain or salted popcorn? Butter for sure.
34. Dogs or cats? Cats.
35. Fav. flower? Roses
36. Have you ever fired a gun? NO.
37. Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car? Yes yes yes.
38. Right handed or left handed? Righty.
39. How many pillows do you sleep with? Four
40. Are you missing someone? yea.you know who u are

sorry guys sorry everyone

I have been so moody these past few days. I don't know what's going on.Everything seems not to be so okay for me;(

Sorry fellows if i had done something bad.I didn't realize it.I was here but my mind was outer space.I totally don't have any idea bout it and don't know how to say or do something bout it.

Sorry tedy for making u feel alone.Sorry cz i didn't talk much to you this few days.Sorry for this situation.I know u will be kinda bored with me right?

I am getting treated for depression with anti-depressants but I cut myself and I hate everything about me.

I'm nervous and I'm just full of hatred.

Don't ask me why i come on this situation.I dont want to answer it.i hate crying.i don't want u guys to see me crying..

sorry
im just super depressed with myself i hate life

i hope this pain will go away ..

Buka puase ngn Sultan beb!

yeah.td buka free!free food free stuff babe!mkanan die.ok je xla superb/terbaek sgt!tp kire okla dpt free en.mkn dgn housemate ngn classmate.serius best!tngkp gmbar jgn ckp..sgt bnyk slg ada chance snap jgn xsnap.haha.seronokla bkn selalu dpt mkn lua sama2 mcm ni.tmbh2 lg ak.ak jarang buka kt rumah so bile skli skala dpt buka sama2 sgtla happy;D

Thnx tedy!

hu-yeah today is my happy day.interview td best gile.mcm sembang² je ngn pensyarah yg plg ak geruni tu.sketnye cuakla td sebelum pegi interview.alhamdullillh skank smua azab dh abes ouh.ak leh senyum lebar ari ni;)

blik² rumah trus on9..tgh happy en na kecoh stu dunia la.haha.pdahal stakat lps azab interview je..haha;D

tedy thnx 4 this!