Dancing to the silence

I had gone completely numb.
I wasn't sure if it had stopped beating,
but I found myself unable to hear my heartbeat even when
I desperately searched for it in the darkness of everything else.



dear god,
please give me the strength to go on with my life and get over my ex-boyfriend.
I miss him so much and it hurts that we are no longer together but I know
that this is in your will.
If he doesnt want me anymore thn wht should i say..
I just can wipe my own tears with this dirty hand
Now I am dying with a smile on my face.
Please forgive me for all the pain that I had caused him and I pray that you bless him.
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to love him and learn from our relationship.

love,
Fyka

Hey dude

I would promise you that I'll love you forever,
I'll totally loyal to you as you wish,
I would say YES to every words that you'll say,
I could swear I'll kill myself if i lose you,
I'll make you the best man in this world so you'll feel the best,
I would give everythings I could to make you happy
so you'll realize that i would sacrifice anything even with my soul but .......
WOULD YOU DO THE SAME THING?

Thts why i am like this.You just cant do it rite?

Ayah happy birthday

God blessing.
I love you to the end father.
You are my man.
You are tall dark and handsome with tht new shirt.
I'm so glad you like it



I love you i always do

If i have to let it go

The hurt began to fade and it was easier to just let go.
At least I thought it was.
But in every boy I met in the next few years, I found myself looking for you, and when the feelings got too strong I’d write you another letter.
But I never sent them, in fear of what I might find.
By then, you’d gone on with your life and I didn’t want to think about you loving someone else.
I wanted to remember us like we were that summer.
I didn’t want to ever forget that.
Always

I dont hate you i'm just dissapointed you turned into everything you said you'd never be

with love,
fyka